saturday morning

So maybe it's the afternoon now but in my world Saturdays have two parts; mornings and nights. Thus far my day has consisted of 'catching up' on some much needed sleep (I don't remember the last time I slept past 11:30am), making coffee (that has not yet been drank) and feeding my cats. There is so much I need to get done today but I'm severely lacking motivation to get started at the moment. My apartment needs to be cleaned, grocery shopping needs to get done, as well as making some visits to a couple people.

One visit being to borrow a friends camera to take pictures of my guitar that I'm selling...so I can afford my new camera. Yes, I should have done this before selling my previous camera but I didn't think I would ever have to sell Bonnie. She's a Gibson acoustic SG Deluxe that has a fairly good story behind her. As much as she means to me, I never play her and she deserves a good home where she'll be used. If I could, I would hold on to her but right now I have to give into what I need and put aside what I want.

A lady from World Vision just called me, asking me to donate more. It breaks my heart that I had to cancel my sponsorship when I said I never would. Money is so tight these days, and until I get things manageable again it's probably for the best even though it feels horrible. I know I easily spend over $35.00 worth of junk in a month...-_-'

I forgot to mention that I was awoke by the sound of drilling by my next door neighbors. They are now hammering v e r y loudly. It sounds as if they are taking down a wall. . .

For my last off-topic ramble of the day...I've been looking at Mandalas and have been thinking of getting one in the middle of my shoulder blades one day. I think they're beautiful (even though I hate randomly placed tattoos, and it wouldn't go with the two I currently have).

The first one that I'll post a link too means Winter Moon and the second one means Winter Love.

http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3555/3353401413_b71d2f142e.jpg




Maybe not those exact ones but something similar. I really want something symbolizing the moon one day...

-Eternal Lunar

Longing for Sugar Mountain..

I remember the days when decisions made, whether good or bad, weren't so life altering. Situations now, seem to be so much more intense. Problems can't be solved with just a heart felt apology, and no one leaves with their hands clean. I long for the days when friends had your back, no matter how badly you screwed up, or how many bad decisions you made. The days when you were just a kid, and learning... so it was alright (almost expected) to do a hundred stupid things by sun rise and be forgiven for them all before sun down. I've never been one to regret anything I've done in life. Decisions will be made, hearts will be broken, tempers will flare... but those decisions, whether good or bad, will change the path I was once on.

So I will dedicate this blog to the new path ahead of me and hope to make greater choices in the future...but never forgetting the days, and smiles those days brought, that will now be put behind me.

Cheers,

-Eternal Lunar


Neil Young- Sugar Mountain
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L86gQQBYSc4&feature=related